Monday, February 13, 2006
well... i'm finally back after so long
i wanna hold your hand at 9:06 AM0 audiences watched us take the first step
it's been extremely long that i havent been blogging.. wad to do.. so many work.. so many school.. so many problem at home... how would i have time for this.. opps! i'm sorry... keke.. neverless i wouldnt forget all my loving sisters and bros.... hmmmm..... life kind getting more and more stress for me... i'm trying hard gers.. trying not to give up my life... and try to make it to the fullest... havent i seen those glittering stuff or fantastic stuff going on in shopping mall for a long long time... i jus have to stucked in the pathethic guardian... so much thing to worry... so much thing to do... so many people to care.. so many thing to bother... maybe life is like that.... there is nothing u can do.. but to give all ur best... studies are alright.. maybe 49% dunno, 20% not sure, 31% jus fine... but my ambition in life never fades... Designers Rocks my life... somthing i glad about my life that i was involved in World Skill Singapore... i was kinda stress because i'm afraid i am not up to those who have art foundation and design based... and wad do i have... nothing.. haha.. rena i know u are not easily beaten right.... keke...
this one month plus.. morning 5.40am i have to wake up and make sure my sister wakes up for school.. and making sure she leaves the house on the right time... then went back to sleep... 7am.. even before i opened my eyes.. i got hear my aunt complains abt my sis... then i have to study in the morning till noon rushed back to work.... during work i have to face my granny coming down to my work place to make a scene... jus because of my sister... after work i have to entertained ah meng then got to face my granny nags... wait for my granny to reached home.. as i was rather worried abt her journey back home... then washed my clothes and stuff.. sleeps at 1am... the whole night rest only lasted for 4hrs.. i turned out falling ill... fever on off... flu on off.. body aching... but i have no understanding from my family.. everyone seems like going against mi... everything i question my sister why she is late for home.. my granny would scold vulgar at mi... and when things goes wrong all the blame will onli goes to mi... i hope somehow or somewhere my dad will know that i need him to be here with mi... i miss u daddy...
this one month plus.. morning 5.40am i have to wake up and make sure my sister wakes up for school.. and making sure she leaves the house on the right time... then went back to sleep... 7am.. even before i opened my eyes.. i got hear my aunt complains abt my sis... then i have to study in the morning till noon rushed back to work.... during work i have to face my granny coming down to my work place to make a scene... jus because of my sister... after work i have to entertained ah meng then got to face my granny nags... wait for my granny to reached home.. as i was rather worried abt her journey back home... then washed my clothes and stuff.. sleeps at 1am... the whole night rest only lasted for 4hrs.. i turned out falling ill... fever on off... flu on off.. body aching... but i have no understanding from my family.. everyone seems like going against mi... everything i question my sister why she is late for home.. my granny would scold vulgar at mi... and when things goes wrong all the blame will onli goes to mi... i hope somehow or somewhere my dad will know that i need him to be here with mi... i miss u daddy...