Thursday, October 19, 2006
Great Day
i wanna hold your hand at 4:04 PM0 audiences watched us take the first step
Hmmm.. is time to share some stuff with u guyz.. hmm.. basically days ago i had sum problem with my classmate Jolene Tan n her Boyfren Sebastian. We actually had a Quarrel when i started to call her bitch. thing sort out well after that, knowing that we will not call names again. after that we had our 3 weeks holiday and during the holiday, Sebastian called me, asking me why did i call Jolene bitch. actualli i didnt wan to respond anything to him until he told me that he was piss off because Jolene going clubbing during the mooncake festival and was telling me that he jus wan to know why did i called her that. and i asked him.. is it Jolene ask u to call he say NO, he asked me did Jolene called Veron (jolene so called best fren) bitch.... i say YES, she told me about Veron saying that she very slut bitch and any guy in clubbing also can have one night stand w her. than we ended the call.. but i know sumthing is amiss... so i sms back to Sebastian~ It seems like a Plot during the conversation. He called me back and start telling me about how stress he is becoz of her going to Clubbing. after that we had a Heart to HEart tok. actually i didnt trust him. but later on i tell myself i would understand as Jolene is hard on him. so i tell myself maybe he jus need to tok to somebody abt it. we ended the call.. things was going well until 2 nights ago. i realise that , that night conversation was a plot. i was very upset i sms sebastian. telling him that i was super dissapointed in him. and he started reply things like ~ This is my life, i lead my life with my own rules. i was hurt and angry, cause he is the one we aproached me to tell me his problem not me who called him n ask for problem. at that point i was angry i replied to sebas about saying her Gf is a Money face girl and stuff like that, ended up we both said nasty things to each other. He dared me to confront Jolene in FRont of the class.. and he allowed it to happen.. and replied sumthing like ~ if u let Jolene cry i not going to let u off. but the fact that is he is the one who allow it and if that happens.. as usual she will cry then is not i make her cry is he himself. after that night, i have thought abt it. wad for i ask the class when they know nothing abt this problem then i decided to tok to Jolene face to face. cause she dun dare to look into my eyes and tok to me that is y she always ask the her BF to tok to me. i approched her, i said, can i tok to u personally. she agreed, but in the end she still brought her bf along. after requesting him to leave for abt mins. he finally walk away. i tok to Jolene, i told her if she have any problem she can always come and tell me straight into my face dun have to tell the guyz abt it when they cant do anything. then i ask her, do u know abt the holiday call i recieve from her BF sebastian, she say No. then i say i have ppl telling me that u are spreading. then she finally said the truth., Yes.. then i asked her, was the problem solved before school close, she nodded, the she say ~ but i still wan to know y u call me a bitch. i replied.. cause i dun like u and the things u did behind me. i told her straight to her face, she was speechless. then i jus keep reminding her ~ if she have anything uphappy tell me. cause in the end is not my frens walks away from me is your fren walks away from u.. i accidentally let out some secret about wad sebas had said, but that moment i was thinking he dun even keep his promise why shd i, but in the end, i didnt betray him. then she walk away. we ended. when i was about to walk away, sebastian stop me, he wanted to tok to me personally, so we tok, he keep trying to dig out stuff and i told him off .. ~ one part i say is I treat u as Fren wad do u treat me as? i hear u out as i think u needed help. but in the end u LIED, it was a plot. we keep arguing, then i guess he jus speechless n walk away.. i tell myself i will jus pretend i dunno anyone called Jolene and Sebastian in my ITE life. i onli left one month plus to Graduate and we will not meet again. i jus want to enjoy myself with the rest of my class as i know they are worth my frenship.. i onli believe true frens will stay with u no matter wad others says as True fren know u better then others.
anyway over is alreay over. Cherrful rena is back again.
yesterday super not feeling well.. woke up had a bad headache and body ache cant even sit up. so i rest at home didnt come school.. but today i feel so much better, now having Boi's lesson. doing Flash... better get to work.. chaoz..
anyway over is alreay over. Cherrful rena is back again.
yesterday super not feeling well.. woke up had a bad headache and body ache cant even sit up. so i rest at home didnt come school.. but today i feel so much better, now having Boi's lesson. doing Flash... better get to work.. chaoz..