Friday, March 09, 2007
i'm trying hard to get back HERE!!!
i wanna hold your hand at 11:24 AM0 audiences watched us take the first step
it's been Awhile i guess i have somthing to announce!! I'm Single le!!! although is a upsetting news but i must tell myself that i have to pull through this crisis. 25th of feb is the day i broke up andy, since then i have been ill for 2 weeks... that day i called lester, he came down to accompany me with one of his fren Yilong. lester bought me CHOCZ!!! so happy but i have sore throat. :'9 we went to east coast to eat mac that day then they came over my place to stay over. we chat for awhile then abt 4am lester knocked off.. so left me n yilong. yilong say he want to see sunrise so i accom him.. we were there at 530 we sat down and chat and realise the sky has brighten up at 7am.. missed the sun.. hahaha.. then went to ask lester wake up for home...
next day i went pub with yilong and both of us drank alittle.. i reached home 1230 but couldnt shut my brain off.. i onli manage to rest at 6am. sat i met yilong again this time we went clubbing with his fren we also celebrated his birthday for him...*happy birthday* was rather an upset day cause my mind is still andy.. i reached home by 1am... onli manage to sleep at 4am. sunday micole ask me out so i went wine bar with her... drank alittle more and headed home at 3am.. onli manage to sleep at 6am. continuously 3 day i have been drinking and drinking..,. coughing and coughing.. who knows... i was really lonely and i noe all i needed was frens.. so i end up disturbing lester and yilong.. felt kinda bad cause yilong onli know me for a short while but yet he have to accom me all the time.. these few DAYS i keep forcing myself to work although i was terribly sick... till today i finally met andy again... he help me moved my things to seb house.. and i know he have a new gf already.. it was a hurting one but i know i have to let go... i was firm with him to make him leave me.. but in the end i broke down to tears.. rena are u yourself anymore?> now i am at seb hus with companionship of lester and seb sleep at the living room with me.. now both of them sleep le.. left me alone stilll blogging guess i have a catch some rest le.,, good nite rena!!!
next day i went pub with yilong and both of us drank alittle.. i reached home 1230 but couldnt shut my brain off.. i onli manage to rest at 6am. sat i met yilong again this time we went clubbing with his fren we also celebrated his birthday for him...*happy birthday* was rather an upset day cause my mind is still andy.. i reached home by 1am... onli manage to sleep at 4am. sunday micole ask me out so i went wine bar with her... drank alittle more and headed home at 3am.. onli manage to sleep at 6am. continuously 3 day i have been drinking and drinking..,. coughing and coughing.. who knows... i was really lonely and i noe all i needed was frens.. so i end up disturbing lester and yilong.. felt kinda bad cause yilong onli know me for a short while but yet he have to accom me all the time.. these few DAYS i keep forcing myself to work although i was terribly sick... till today i finally met andy again... he help me moved my things to seb house.. and i know he have a new gf already.. it was a hurting one but i know i have to let go... i was firm with him to make him leave me.. but in the end i broke down to tears.. rena are u yourself anymore?> now i am at seb hus with companionship of lester and seb sleep at the living room with me.. now both of them sleep le.. left me alone stilll blogging guess i have a catch some rest le.,, good nite rena!!!