Sunday, April 22, 2007
i found out something that i knw i will not be able to accept.. but anyway the RENA now is fresh again. so let it be... lixian also deleted mylink to her as fren.. i dunno why she do that... feel like smsing her but nvm.. let it be... as long as i know i never hurt her before and i always wan to maintain this frenship.. i tried my best in all that i could...
these weeks i din have a smooth sail... alot of things happen.. dun wish to go too far.... the day before yeaterday went out w micole to chillz bar.. drank from 8 to 5am.. insane.. 2 of us drunk le la.. hahaha.. that night andy din slp.. he smses me throughout and called me when i din reply. i tink this time his phone bill going to go w flying colours...
yesterday i was surppose to move out.. was a bad day as i couldnt find anywhere to go.. in the end i went to mckenzie hostel... bad experience.. when i reached the hostel was already 12am plus.. kinda freaked out as it was so unexpectable.. over there were all guys.. blackz, china, chinese, indian, blangadesh.. when i was checking in... there is a black toking to me and stuff, i ignore... the place really very ooo looo.. like tear down building... even the reception table was many many year old.. i went to the rm i was given and one of the black followed me.. i was freak out.. and i hide in my rm the whole night.. when i was about to bath i realise it was a shared toilet and was indeed dirty and the toilet and bathrm is link with open air celing... as a ger i wont deny i am scared.. although i am not pretty but still scared lo.. so in the end i hide in my room the whole night.. actualli i was alittle down sad but i also dunno why until 1 am i started crying.. feels like someone trying to open my rm door... i tink too much.. and i not used to slp alone.. so i jus keep crying and crying... until 2 plus.. i called andy and comfide to.. really struggling.... the place is total terrifying.. is like worst then army.. not a proper blanket and stuff.. and was very cold.. i have no choice but to use my towel to cover myself.. i cant slp.. jus keep crying.. i din dare to go to the toilet until the sun rise.. today i know i cant stay there anymore the more i stay the more i more freak out.. so now i move to my gd fren melissa hus.. lucky got justin help me move my things if not i dun think i can carry so many things by myself.. now already 2.36am... none of us in the hus is asleep.. haha.. so now i am safe and sound.. i really got to catch some sleep.. nite..
these weeks i din have a smooth sail... alot of things happen.. dun wish to go too far.... the day before yeaterday went out w micole to chillz bar.. drank from 8 to 5am.. insane.. 2 of us drunk le la.. hahaha.. that night andy din slp.. he smses me throughout and called me when i din reply. i tink this time his phone bill going to go w flying colours...
yesterday i was surppose to move out.. was a bad day as i couldnt find anywhere to go.. in the end i went to mckenzie hostel... bad experience.. when i reached the hostel was already 12am plus.. kinda freaked out as it was so unexpectable.. over there were all guys.. blackz, china, chinese, indian, blangadesh.. when i was checking in... there is a black toking to me and stuff, i ignore... the place really very ooo looo.. like tear down building... even the reception table was many many year old.. i went to the rm i was given and one of the black followed me.. i was freak out.. and i hide in my rm the whole night.. when i was about to bath i realise it was a shared toilet and was indeed dirty and the toilet and bathrm is link with open air celing... as a ger i wont deny i am scared.. although i am not pretty but still scared lo.. so in the end i hide in my room the whole night.. actualli i was alittle down sad but i also dunno why until 1 am i started crying.. feels like someone trying to open my rm door... i tink too much.. and i not used to slp alone.. so i jus keep crying and crying... until 2 plus.. i called andy and comfide to.. really struggling.... the place is total terrifying.. is like worst then army.. not a proper blanket and stuff.. and was very cold.. i have no choice but to use my towel to cover myself.. i cant slp.. jus keep crying.. i din dare to go to the toilet until the sun rise.. today i know i cant stay there anymore the more i stay the more i more freak out.. so now i move to my gd fren melissa hus.. lucky got justin help me move my things if not i dun think i can carry so many things by myself.. now already 2.36am... none of us in the hus is asleep.. haha.. so now i am safe and sound.. i really got to catch some sleep.. nite..